My Life, My Story

Dream High

2011-01-22T21:43:00.000+08:00

I've been indulging myself in this drama recently. To get rid of unwanted thoughts.

Since I am a kdrama fan, it is of course a Korean drama I am about to write.

The title of this drama is 드림하이/ DREAM HIGH.

Genre: School, romance
Episodes: 16
Broadcast network: KBS2
Broadcast period: 2011/Jan/03 to 2011/Feb
Air time: Monday & Tuesday at 21:55

Cast of Dream High

Casts: Kim Soo Hyun as Song Sam Dong

Taecyeon as Jin Guk

Suzy as Go Hye Mi

Ham Eun Jung as Yoon Baek Hee

Wooyoung as Jason

Bae Yong Joon as Jung Ha Myung

Park Jin Young as Yang Jin Man

Suzy and Taecyeon

Synopsis: Six students at Kirin Art High School work to achieve their dreams of becoming stars.

Currently it is only out till the SIXTH episode. It is a fantastic drama. Especially with Taecyeon and Suzy.

I recommend all you kdrama fanatics to watched this drama. Nice drama nice casts. I can't wait for the next episode and those to come. Hope you guys will enjoy this drama too. You can click HERE to watch this drama with English subtitles for those who do not understand Korean like me. *smiles.

For those who do not know, Teacyeon is a member of 2PM and Suzy is a member of MISS A.

Wake Me Up from My Nightmare.

2011-01-22T20:59:00.000+08:00

It has been ages since I updated my blog.

Recently many things happened and one of it is related to my grandmother.

She is very ill. For the past few months she had been getting treatments from a few clinics and hospital in Ipoh. The doctors all said she is fine but she is still not getting any better. Just recently she started requesting to meet all her grandchildren. I know something is not right when my aunt told me that she wanted to see us. I have been in the same situation before when my grandfather passed away in 1996. I was only six then and unfortunately we didn't get back in time to see him before he left us. This time I was determine to not let my grandmother leave me without fulfilling her wish. I went back and saw her lying on the bed not able to even talk or sit up straight. Though she made the effort to sit up to talk to us. Seeing her like this made me really sad. I silently cried to sleep at night. I really do not want her to leave. She has been taking care of me when I first step my feet in Kampar to study in UTAR. She would call to ask me if I am coming back during weekends and if I do she will cook nice food for me. She makes sure I have clean clothes to wear, I do not leave things behind and always makes sure I am comfortable. Day after day I keep thoughts occupied so that I won't think about the situation. I am scared to answer phone calls from my relatives. I really do not want to hear that my grandmother pass away or anything like that. It makes me so sad that I couldn't concentrate studying. I wished I could spend more time with her so that I do not regret when she really pass away. I hope her illness will get better. I hope these are not signs that she is leaving me.

There is nothing I can do now. I can only pray and leave it all to the Lord.

Kpop fanatics!

2010-12-11T03:21:00.000+08:00

All u Kpop FANS! Hurry!grab ur tickets from 1U, New Wing to meet Gna, Beast and 4minute live in MALAYSIA! exclusively at #DiGikpop! http://www.churpchurp.com/elissawong90/share/digi-livekpop10

2010-10-28T22:47:00.000+08:00

I was thinking whether to keep this blog or not. I wasn't sure but I guess I'll just keep. So I'll be updating two blogs at a time. This blog will mostly be about my outings and random life events. The other blog will most likely be about things I like or random photos I find interesting. Both blog will be updated from now on. *smiles*

You can gladly view my another blog by clicking this link here.

End

2010-10-12T12:41:00.000+08:00

Hello there. I would like to inform that I will not be updating this blog anymore. I will update at here.

Thanks. *smiles*

Mid Autumn Festival '10

2010-09-27T15:51:00.000+08:00

It is pretty late to post this but

EXAMS ARE OVER!! *tears of joy*

Have been stressing a lot during the exam week and weeks before it.

Now I can finally sleep early and wake up late! *giggles*

I can now catch up with all the Kdramas and HKdramas I've left out. I am now anxiously waiting for the next episode of My Girlfriend is a Nine Tailed Fox to be released. Good ending PLEASE!!

Currently watching Can't Buy Me Love. A HKdrama which is one of my favourites. It is also coming to an end soon. Wonder what will happen next? hmm. *thinking*

Anyway I didn't really get to celebrate the Mid Autumn Festival. *sad*

But I did get to play with lanterns and candles. Not forgetting mooncake!! *yummy*

It was my first year celebrating it with friends as I usually go back to my grandma's house to celebrate it with my cousins and relatives.

It was fun even though it started raining and mosquitoes were everywhere sucking blood from everyone. *laughs*

18 egg yolk mooncake by ps dad's friend. *smiles*

It was raining but I still manage to take a few picture and my camera got wet. Luckily it is still usable.

Lanterns and candles we used *loves*

Despite the rain, we were still able to light the candles. hehe

YB initials of Taeyang ( Young Bae )- shot taken by PS. Taeyang forever!!

Another shot of YB's initial. love it to the max!! For you Taeyang!!

Lanterns we hanged on the tree.

There are a few that fell down because of the wind but it was all nice and good.
We should do this again next year!!
*smiles*

2010-09-23T00:18:00.000+08:00

Though it is already after 12am

I still would like to wish everyone

HAPPY MID AUTUMN FESTIVAL!

a BELATED one!!

*smiles*

goodnight!

2010-09-20T01:35:00.000+08:00

Goodnight everyone!

All the best for everything ahead!

Have a pleasant and wonderful day tomorrow!!

*smiles*

Random

2010-09-19T19:03:00.000+08:00

Psychology oh Psychology

Have I chosen the wrong course?

Why must you be so tough?

Gosh! I wish you were much easier

I wish to learn to love you more!

Let's pray! *giggles*

Using "EMPTY CHAIR" technique from Gestalt Theory!

*smiles*

I feel much better after confronting you! *giggles*

My Girlfriend is a Nine Tailed Fox

2010-09-19T00:54:00.001+08:00

My current drama addiction. Korean drama to be exact. Released not long ago. *smiles*

Details

Title: My Girlfriend is a Nine Tailed Fox / 내 여자친구는 구미호 / Nae Yeojachinguneun Gumiho
Genre: Romance and Comedy
Episode: 16 Episodes
Broadcast network and period: SBS ( 11st August till 30th September 2010 )
Main Casts: Lee Seung Gi ( Cha Dae Woong ), Shih Min Ah ( Gumiho ), No Min Woo ( Park Dong Joo ) and Park Soo Jin ( Eun Hye In )

Synopsis

Dae Woong accidentally releases a legendary fox with nine tails called nine tailed fox ( Gumiho ). It is believed that Gumiho eats the livers of humans. Once Dae Woong found out her real identity, he ends up doing crazy things to prevent Gumiho from eating his liver. Unknowingly falling in love with her.

Love this drama a lot! Lee Seung Gi also released an official OST for this drama. Title for the song is
" I Love You From Now On "
If you are interested in listening to the song, you can listen to it at my blog song at the side. It is the second track of the list. *smiles*

Shih Min Ah is very pretty. *smiles* love her dimples.

I would recommend all of you who have not watch this drama to give it a try. It is worth watching.

I'll rate it 9/10. Those who have watch it, agree?? *laughs*

I'll go off now. Time for bed! Nites everyone!

Jjang!!

Love is Ouch

2010-09-18T21:20:00.001+08:00

Currently addicted to Love is Ouch by 2NE1!

Listening to it practically every minute of the day!

-out-

PS: studying! *giggles*

Updated!

2010-09-18T19:51:00.000+08:00

It's been a while since I posted anything on my blog.

That's due to the exam week which in on now.

2 subjects down 2 more to go!!

Gosh! I really need a break!! *smiles*

Though I am stressed out by studying till wee hours.

Not good for my eyes and complexion. Eye bags getting worse. I practically look like a panda now! Damn!

Need a serious facial after exam!! *laughs*

Anyway, I am excited about something.

I was anticipating for the Pos Laju van to come!!

It ARRIVED!! lol

Nothing special though. Just an LV bag.

Many of people own it. So no biggie.

But for me it is my first LV bag. I love it though it is not of the latest version.

Even though a lot of my friends keep telling me there are too many imitation LV around, a girl still needs her LV!! Well that is for me at least.

I don't care how many imitation there is now but the most important thing is to have an LV bag once in a lifetime!!

I guess I have achieved one of my "wants" from my list! *happy*

Oh ya for those who are interested to know. It is LV Neverfull MM (Damier).

Nothing special right? Told you so. *laughs*

I guess that is about it. I got to continue studying now!

Wish me luck!! : )

Exam subjects

1) ~~Life Span~~

2) ~~Counselling Methods and Techniques II~~

3) Pendidikan Moral

4) Statistical Techniques for Behavioral Science II

I need a JOB!

2010-09-07T21:13:00.000+08:00

I AM IN DESPERATE NEED OF A PART TIME JOB!!

*laughs*

I NEED MONEY! CASH! *$$*

Anyone want to hire me? *shy*

I only can do part time job though cause I am studying right now!!

Most of the places are hiring FULL TIME! Damn! *angry*

Sigh I wish someone would offer me a job.

Be it promoter or waitress or kitchen staff. *desperate looking*

My endless searching for a part time job is tiring! I am pretty exhausted now.

I shall just wait for a shooting star and wish on it! *giggles*

Sorry this is a pretty aimless post. hehe.

wishing on a shooting star *cross fingers*

Ringgit Malaysia would be more than enough. I do not need US Dollar. *giggles*
But it would be nice.

Korean Food

2010-09-07T01:05:00.000+08:00

As I said in my previous post that I would like to have Korean food for dinner tonight and it was on!! *smiles*

Korean food it was. We went to the restaurant called RICHE MONTANA. It is located in the same row as Pretty Pets or it is located nearby Jusco Ipoh. Most of you Ipohrians should know where it is right? *giggles*

It used to be a BBQ restaurant but then the owner who are originally from Korea change it. The workers there are also Koreans. *thinking* There are quite a number of Koreans in Ipoh. Not bad! hehe

The staffs are very welcoming and the environment is nice and quiet. Not much people I guess.

There were quite a number of things on the menu. According to the person in charge, she said that their restaurant are famous for their Korean tea and marinated chicken rice with two choices of spicy and non spicy.

We then decided on the food to order which turn out to be quite nice!! Delicious I would say. I love Korean food especially Kimchi. Did not fancy it back then but after eating eat for a few times, I am kind of like addicted to it. *yummy*

The setting *simple*

The outside view

Then comes the dishes. The small little dish before the main meal. Kimchi I like!! *loves*

The small little dishes before the main course *laughs* *yummy*

Spicy Chicken Rice ( Dak Kal B) RM 13.90

Beef Mixed Rice ( So O Go Gi Bi Bim Bab ) RM 11.90

Korean Rice Cake with Chili Sauce (Tuk Bok Gi) RM 12.90

Seafood Pan Cake (Hae Mul Boo Chim Gae) RM 12.90

My friends do not really fancy ordering drinks so we ordered two types of tea or in Korean is Cha and we shared among ourselves.

Maximowiczia Tea (O Mi Ja Cha) RM 5.90

Citron Tea (U Ja Cha) RM 6.90

The price as you can see is not as expensive as other Korean restaurant in Ipoh. The teas were exceptionally nice!! The owner said that it is only available in their restaurant as they import it directly from Korea. As Chinese likes to drink leave tea, the Koreans like flower tea. Its taste and fragrance is so nice! *smiles*
I am very satisfied with this restaurant and I think Ipohrians who are Korean food fanatics should give it a try.
I am sorry I forgot to take their address down. *apologies*
But you can contact them at 05 548 3661

2NE1 Clap!!

2010-09-06T18:31:00.000+08:00

New teaser from 2NE1's upcoming album which will be released in three days time according to www.allkpop.com

This teaser is for the song CLAP!! *smiles*

I love it!!

Hope all of you will like it too!

2NE1 Jjang!! Hwaiting!

Korea!

2010-09-06T16:22:00.000+08:00

Today I am extremely happy!!

Firstly because my earnings from Nuffnang increased!! wohoo!!

Though not much but I am very happy!

Another thing is that I got back my deposit from my house owner!! Gosh!

I have been waiting for this day a long time now.

Finally I got back my RM 900!!

I am RM900 richer!!

Now all I have to do is save it for my trip to KOREA!

I had planned to go there for quite sometime and I think it might come through soon!!

*smiles*

Korea has always been my dream destination. Though a lot of my friends have been there, it is kind of difficult for me as I am not a super rich person. I have been saving for quite sometime to enjoy my trip to Korea!!

I am so excited about Korea now and I think I would like to have a Korean dinner tonight!!

Hmm. I shall discuss it with my buddies later!

Anyway, Have a nice day everyone!!

and I love NUFFNANG!!

Jeju Island *wishing*

I would really like to go to Jeju Island and Lotte World!!
Many parts of South Korea too!!

Lotte World *cross fingers*

I really hope that my plan to go to Korea will work out!!
*cross fingers*

Vietnam Food

2010-09-05T22:37:00.002+08:00

Back from outing!!

It has been a tiring day. Went to a friend house for group study then we went for lunch together with three other friends. We had much dilemma on where to go for lunch. Then we decided to try something new other than the usual Japanese or Korean cuisine. Vietnamese food it was!! I never thought I would like it but any how I gave it a try. We went to this restaurant called VNam Kitchen Vietnamese Restaurant!! The restaurant is owned by locals and the setting look quite simple. Then it was the menu time!! *hungry*

So we ordered and waited for our food to arrive. It didn't take long but we had time to snap some pictures of the restaurant. I think the sound of the camera irritated one group of customers because we heard them saying "Eat means eat la, why want to take picture" *sorry*

The environment in the restaurant

Now comes the main part!! The food!! *drooling*

Vietnamese style Vermicelli with chicken chop *thumbs up* RM 6.50

Lemon Grass Chicken Chop with rice *delicious* RM 7.90

Those are the main dish and some of us are still full so we ordered some sides.

Sugar Cane Prawn RM 4.90

Vietnamese Spring Roll 7.90

Only two of u ordered drinks so here it is.

Peppermint Leaves with Soda Water *thumbs up* RM 3.90

Dragon Fruit Juice RM 4.60

After finishing our meals we were quite surprised that it wasn't as expensive as we thought it would be. We were satisfied with the food as well as the environment as it is not that noisy even on a weekend. I do recommend all you Ipohrians to go and try it out especially if you have an appetite for Vietnamese food!
I actually kind of like Vietnamese food now. *smiles*
It was totally different from what I expected! I would love to go there again to try other dishes on the menu!!

Address:

No 32, Jalan Seenivasagam,

30450 Ipoh,

Perak, Malaysia.

It is open daily from 11am till 10pm

2010-09-05T13:49:00.000+08:00

Stay tuned for my post about my outing!!

Will be back soon!!

and

Have a good day bloggers!!

Another teaser

2010-09-04T22:40:00.000+08:00

Another teaser from 2NE1 upcoming album!!
The teaser is for the song IT HURTS!!
I personally like this song too!! Can't wait to hear the rest of the songs!! *smiles*
To satisfy mine and your craving!! The teaser I present *laughs*

Marvelous I would say. *thumbs up*

New movie "Devil"

2010-09-04T21:19:00.001+08:00

When I was at the cinema anticipating for the movie PIRANHA to start,

there were all these advertisement for upcoming movies.

There is this one particular trailer that make me eager to watch the movie.

The title is DEVIL. It is the kind of genre I would love to watch.

This movie is written by M. Night Shyamalan. Most of you should know him by the movie The Last Airbender, Lady in the Water or The Sixth Sense.

It is more of a mystery and thriller kind of movie which you would be so eager to find out who is the "devil".

This first installment is about a group of people (5 of them) trapped in an elevator, when suddenly the electricity goes off and someone is being attack (bitten). Soon they realize that the devil is among them in human form.

The casts for this movie are Chris Messina, Geoffery Arend, Jenny O' Hara and Logan Marshall-Green.

This movie is not released yet but will be released on 16 SEPTEMBER 2010.
The taagline for this movie is "BAD THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON"

A date to remember!!

I can't wait to watch this movie!! But one problem!

My FINALS is on the next day!!!! argh!! Not fair!

It shall depend on whether I am able to cover every topic for that particular subject called Life Span.

Without much delay I will end this post with the trailer of this movie "DEVIL"

Enjoy!!

2NE1 teaser!

2010-09-04T17:50:00.000+08:00

It is a brand new day and it is time for another post.

YG Entertainment has released a 30 second teaser for one of 2NE1 latest tracks "CAN'T NOBODY"

All "BLACKJACKS" please make sure you listen to it!

It is superb!! I think that their ALBUM will be super HOT!!

okay. I will just end with its teaser.

2010-09-04T00:12:00.000+08:00

TIRED & EXHAUSTED!!

EVEN SO, IT IS FUN AND EXCITING!

all this have to end now

have to focus on my studies!!

FINALS ARE COMING SOON!!

Gosh I need to score well to bring up my CGPA to FIRST CLASS HONOUR!!

Outing with the girls and Piranha!

2010-09-03T22:52:00.001+08:00

Sorry for not posting anything today because today was a memorable day!!

outing with Catherine, Cheah Mann, Poey San and non other than MISS POOI SIE!!!

Nah! Pooi Sie you are the most important in this post!! lol.

I promised her that I will post something that has her name in it cause she was angry that I only included the three instead of her! lol.

We went and watch PIRANHA!! Gosh!! Super fantastic!! It is so exciting to watch that you won't feel like you have been sitting in the cinema for an hour plus!! Well, there were many scenes that were quite gory but I LOVE IT!! The ending was quite expected actually. But I recommend all of you to WATCH it!! hehe

I give it a rating of 4.5/5

After that we went to DE GARDENS for STRAWBERRY INDULGENCE! *laughs* then we went to

WONG KOK CHAR CHAN TENG to have a drink but we end up ordering CURRY FISH BALLS as well! Cause miss CM wants to try it. Then Catherine and Pooi Sie went for JOB HUNT!! how hilarious!! Cat has all these requirements for the manager! lol. After that it was time for them to head home to KAMPAR!!

*awww* I miss them already!!! We should do this more often okay?

Piranha 3D perhaps??? lol.

The deadly Piranha!

One of the heart pounding scene ( Kelly and the piranhas)

hanging on for survival as the piranhas attack! nice!

Helping victims of the water!! This scene is pretty gory!!

2010-09-02T16:06:00.000+08:00

I received a GOOD NEWS from my dad!!

He told me that he had helped me to ask his friends who are in KOREA to buy the lastest 2NE1 album as well as Taeyang's Solar T shirt!! I can't wait for them to come next month so I can have my stuff!!!

I thank you all (my daddy and his friends) for helping me to buy!!!!

I am super duper happy right now!!

Saranghae!!

2010-09-01T23:07:00.001+08:00

As the Mid-Autumn Festival is arriving, many Chinese would start buying mooncakes to celebrate this aupicious event. It has been a tradition for us to buy mooncakes when this festival arrives. I admit I am a mooncake lover. Actually I only eat PURE LOTUS WITH ONE YOLK! *laughs* I love playing LANTERN especially the ones with beautiful drawings on it. Anyway, in this post I want to let you know about something some might still not know. *hopefully*

HAAGEN-DAZS ICE CREAM MOONCAKE!!

Just by imagining it makes my saliva drool. *yummy*

Have you guys already tried? I haven't but would seriously love to try one.

For those of you who haven't tried it yet, make sure you do not miss out!!

Haagen Dazs lovers out there!! MUST TRY!! hehe

Since it is ice cream it can be consume by everyone and every race!! so awesome!!

Sharing is caring!!

*tempting* *slurp slurp*

Haagen Dazs!

*yummy*

YG Family and 2NE1

2010-09-01T14:21:00.002+08:00

Listen up all you YG Family fans!!

according to www.allkpop.com

YG entertainment's CEO, Yang Hyun Suk has decided officially open YG-Life blog.

For all you fans, including me!! The blog is officially open today at September 1st 2010 at 2.01pm (KST)!!

I am tremendously happy about the news and would like to share with you guys who have not notice the news!!

Not only that!!! There is more exciting news!! 2NE1 new concept photos are out!! Blackjacks!! They are superb especially Bom and CL's new hairstyle and hair colour!! Love it!!

Jjang!!

For those who want to see their awesome pictures please click HERE!!

You will be amaze by their new look!!

Park Han Byul and Se7en

2010-09-01T11:03:00.001+08:00

It has been official about the RELATIONSHIP between Se7en and Park Han Byul! *awww*

They really look perfect together! Very sweet couple indeed!!

For those who do not know, they have been together for EIGHT years and their relationship is still strong!!

Wish them all the best!! ( YG Family Jjang!!)

2NE1 comeback!!

2010-08-31T22:15:00.000+08:00

Another post from allkpop!!

Another YG family update to be exact!!

No! It is not Big Bang this time or Taeyang but it is 2NE1!!

Dara, Bom, Minzy and (leader) CL will be making their first comeback stage on 12th September 2010 on SBS Inkigayo!! *claps*

Their FIRST full album with 12 tracks and titled TO ANYONE will be out on 9th September 2010! *excited*

This is going to be another good news to all YG Family fans as well as BLACKJACKS!!

For those who are not familiar, 2NE1 fans are called Blackjacks while Big Bang fans are called V.I.P!!

I am both of course!! I love them lots! their song and their edgy style!! *loves*

So let's stay tune for their new MV and their album!!

Customized Beats by Dr. Dre headphones! ( I would love to have one)!!

2NE1 Jjang!!

Solar!

2010-08-31T12:32:00.000+08:00

I am extremely HAPPY right now!!

I have just received my beloved and most anticipated album!!

SOLAR BY TAEYANG to be exact!! I am beyond happy when I received it!!

It just made my day and his picture in the album is super duper HOT!!

I love his chocolate abs!! It would be really nice is Taeyang is able to come to MALAYSIA and have a small meeting with his fans or maybe even a CONCERT??! I would surely be the first to buy the tickets!! It would be even better if the whole BIG BANG group is able to come!! That would be like a dream come through as I know many BIG BANG fans are anticipating for their notice to say "BIG BANG COMING TO MALAYSIA" Am I right?? If YG is able to see this, please send them to Malaysia!!!

*hopes*

Big Bang

YG FAMILY!!

Merdeka!

2010-08-31T01:46:00.000+08:00

Today is a very special day for the people of Malaysia!! *happy*

On this auspicious day 31st August in the year 1957, Our country achieve INDEPENDENCE!! yipee!!

This year in 2010 it is the 53rd year of our country's independence!!

The thing that makes it more special is that today will be a PUBLIC HOLIDAY for all Malaysians!!

Our country is known as a multicultural country with majorities of MALAY, CHINESE, INDIANS as well as other races! So let us all celebrate this day and thanks those who have fought to free our country from colonization! Let us all be united to make the country a peaceful place to live in!!

MERDEKA!!!

*celebration mood*

New Timetable

2010-08-31T01:27:00.000+08:00

*happy*

As I have written in the previous post about my registration of subjects for next semester, I would like to let all of you know that I have successfully registered all the subjects that I chose and at the time and class that I want!! This would be the FIRST time it went so smoothly! Though the line was pretty bad and the server is extremely slow! Nothing I can do about that. *disappointed*

Next semester timetable is pretty pack with some only having 30 MINUTES BREAK! Oh no!!

Next semester is a short semester but I chose to take FOUR subjects instead of the normal TWO subjects. This is because there are THREE more subjects which I have to take due to the clashing of time and class in the previous semester! Gosh!

Anyway, here is my new timetable!!

New Timetable for next semester!!

Now all I have to worry about is my FINALS!! *worried*

PS: I will be taking Organizational Psychology, Adolescent Psychology, Cultural and Communication and lastly Japanese Language! Wish me luck!! *cross fingers*

Lollipops!

2010-08-30T11:39:00.000+08:00

CURRENT ADDICTION:

LOLLIPOPS!!

Can't live without it!! *yum* *yum*

LOLLIPOP MY LOVE!

Movie Date

2010-08-30T11:10:00.001+08:00

SERIOUSLY CAN'T WAIT FOR MOVIE DATE AT IPOH WITH MY THREE BELOVED FRIENDS!

CATHERINE, CHEAH MANN *miss her* and
POEY SAN!!

I hope that day will arrive faster!!

Miss our foundation times!!

*muakssies*

2010-08-30T10:59:00.001+08:00

GOOD MORNING!

Today will be a stressful day for me because exactly at 1PM it is registration for next semester subjects!! Darn!

For those who are not familiar with this system, it is actually called a flexi-diet plan. I am not sure whether other universities have this kind of plan but UTAR has it!! How I wish the admin staffs would just plan the subjects we have to take for us. Every time during registration period the internet line will be super SLOW! Every semester students of UTAR experiences difficulty in longing into the COURSE REGISTRATION SITE! We will always receive error messages like NETWORK BUSY! SERVER DOWN! TRY AGAIN LATER! DAMN! It really frustrates me a lot. If UTAR wants us to choose our own subjects, the ICTC people should at least do a better job in preventing "TRAFFIC JAM" in the portals. (ICTC are people incharge of IT stuffs in my university)

I hope this time I am able to successfully apply all my subjects without any error stating

SUBJECT IS FULL OR IT CLASHES WITH OTHER SUBJECTS!!

Hope the internet line will be super smooth today! *cross fingers*

UTAR slogan is "MY CHOICE" but they do not really make it our choice!!

PS: UTAR stands for Universiti Tunku Abdul Rahman!

This is the view of the Course Registration Site.

Taeyang's Perfect Abs!

2010-08-29T18:08:00.000+08:00

Taeyang with his "perfect body"

According to allkpop, this week's MUSIC CORE had a bit of male bondage going on between YG FAMILY members. It actually refers to
TAEYANG and SE7EN.

While Taeyang was rehearsing his single " I'll Be There", Se7en disguised himself as one of the back dancer and grabbed Taeyang's leg during the performance. Not only that he lifted up his shirt, presenting fans with the view of his muscular back but giving Se7en a nice view of his buff body.

Who would not be admired with Taeyang's abs? It is so perfect!!! Love Taeyang! Love YG Family!! Jjang!!

Here is a short video of the incident. *can't stop watching* *hehe*

My loves, My Family

2010-08-29T10:40:00.001+08:00

MORNING WORLD!

For today's post I will like to talk about my FAMILY (cousins in particular). A lot of my friends says that once they got older, the relationship between cousins became not as close as before. They often said that it was weird to play or talk like how it used to be. SUPRISINGLY, this never happen to me and my cousins. Until now, I still have quite a close bond with my cousins even though they do have their own friends and activities. When we meet, we can talk and laugh about silly things we have done before and all the bully cases. *laughs* Even though my eldest cousin brother is already married with a daughter, it didn't really change anything. I used to remember our favourite game during our younger days was

HIDE AND SEEK. As my grandparents, both dad and mom's side also have TWELVE grandchildren, playing hide and seek was always the BEST!

Now, all of us have grown up and we rarely see each other anymore, I guess we cherish even more the times we had together when we were younger. The topic about our younger days are always mentioned when ever all TWELVE of us sit together be it FAMILY DINNER or WEDDING DINNER.

Now that some of my cousins are married, having their wives and husbands to join our crazy and everyday nonsense family is even more FUN!

I REALLY MISS THOSE DAYS!

Now! picture time!!

(dad's side - The Wong Family)

Oldest cousin brother Steven Wong, Cousin's wife and niece (Wendy Wong)

Second cousin brother Kenneth Wong and soon to be wife from Vietnam,

Oldest cousin sister Karen Choy and her husband

Little cousin brother Jeffrey Siew *ADORABLE*

My most loved younger cousin sister Charissa Wong.

Older cousin brother William

Younger cousin brother Wilson and Jefrrey (again)

My fourth aunt, my fourth uncle and my younger cousin sister and brother Susan Wong and Eric Wong.

MY SISTER!!!! Melissa Wong Mun Yee!! *hehe*

Another cousin Raymond Wong. I do not have his picture. Many will update it another time. As for my mother's side, the pictures are all in my desktop at my hometown. Update it another time as well. Sorry peeps!! Hope you enjoy reading!!
CHERISH YOUR LOVE ONES!!

2010-08-28T18:39:00.000+08:00

Now is 6pm and it will be night time soon.

There is nothing better to do than to go CLUBBING!

*laughs* I personally do like clubbing but recently could not go clubbing too often because of STUDIES and my CGPA!!

Because I am studying in Kampar, the only place I can go clubbing is in Ipoh

(How I wish I am studying in KL! Damn!)

KL clubs are much more happening compared to the ones in Ipoh but it is also considered to be acceptable. There are few clubs which I often go. LUSH, BARROOM and DE NEST! Usually I will go with my roommate and course mates but as the semester goes, the subjects gets tougher and tougher! Damn! So, no clubbing for almost THREE months! Anyway, I would really like to go clubbing again. Gosh!! For those who have not experience the clubs in Ipoh, I will include some photos found in the internet! Hope you all will like it! :P

De Nest Club ( photo from De Nest Club Facebook)

Entrance of Barroom (Photo taken from Barroom Facebook)

Inside view of Barrom (Barroom Facebook)

Lush entrance ( Lush Facebook )

All photos are taken from the respective club's facebook profile. For more information please go to their profile to have a look.
Here are the links to access to their facebook.

De Nest facebook profile:

http://www.facebook.com/?sk=messages&tid=1584684304106#!/profile.php?id=100000617517517

Barroom facebook profile:

http://www.facebook.com/?ref=home#!/group.php?gid=70376457005&v=wall&ref=ts

Lush facebook profile:

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=1118&id=100000596762321&ref=fbx_album#!/profile.php?

id=100000596762321

All photos are properties of these three facebook profile! Thanks for viewing!

Have a nice day!

Thanks!

2010-08-28T10:53:00.000+08:00

GOOD MORNING!!

TIME TO RISE AND SHINE!!

This post is to say thanks to those who had made the effort to view my blog!

I really appreciate it!

A million thank you to all of you!!

You made my DAY!
*loves*

Resident Evil: Afterlife

2010-08-28T02:53:00.003+08:00

Resident Evil: Afterlife is the movie I have been waiting to watch!!

The thing that makes it more attracting is that it will be in 3D!! Hooray!!

Now most movies are coming up with the 3D effect. Anyway, back to the movie.

It is a science fiction, action and horror film for those of you who still not know.

Directed by Paul William Scott Anderson.

The cast for this movie is none other than Milla Jovovich, Ali Larter, Wentworth Miller, Kim Coates, Spencer Locke, Boris Kodjoe and Shawn Roberts.

I really can't wait to watch this movie and I am very sure that my friend miss Lai Fei Yee would be very excited about this movie because her favourite actor Wentworth Miller will be starring in the movie!

Anyway, I would include the trailer of this movie for those of you who want to have a glimpse of what to expect from this movie. Have fun and enjoy the trailer!

Dinner Time

2010-08-27T19:47:00.000+08:00

It is 7.31pm right now.
When the clocks strikes 8pm!
DINNER TIME!!
*laughs* I have a few places in mind though
I am a person who is very particular about the places I eat.
I like to try new food but not to the extend of exotic foods.
I love indulging in any kind of food which includes hot dark chocolate fondue and cheese cakes!
I like the setting to be a bit classy or at least it must have air conditioner and tiled floors and most importantly it cannot be noisy!! It is very disturbing to me!
If any place fulfill the criteria above BUT if any cockroaches are found!!
That is the last time I'll ever step my foot into the places!
I'll update my blog once I finish my dinner!
Thanks for all the visit to my blog!

Simply indulging! Stay tune!! *Loves*

A Beautiful Escape

2010-08-27T12:23:00.002+08:00

A few places I had in mind which is a must to visit before I die. *laughs*

Mostly islands because its beautiful scenery with deep blue waters and the sound of waves when it hits the shores. How wonderful! Anyway, I only have three places in mind right now.

First and most desirable retreat is the Bora Bora Island which is located in the Society Islands archipelago of French Polynesia. I would love walking in its white beautiful sand and having a dive into the beautiful waters of Bora Bora. For most of you who do not know, having such beautiful island come with a pricey amount As it is a luxurious high class resorts and some save a lifetime just to retreat there. Even so, it is so tempting that you just cannot resist not going there once in a lifetime. As I have not been there, I do not much to say. so lets the pictures explain for itself.

Next I would love to visit none other than Malaysia's own Redang Island. *laughs*

Many of you might have already been there but I haven't! *cries*

I really would love to go there during one of my semester breaks. My dad do not really fancy me going for holidays which is near the water. He says it is dangerous going alone with friends. hehe. So pictures of Redang Island:

Lastly is Sipadan Island. Ok Ok I know a lot of you have surely been there.

I never even step foot into Sabah or Sarawak. *shy*

Anyway, I love the island there. It is one of a kind and of course white sandy beaches are always a plus for me! So take a look at the pictures:

So, that is my three places for a beautiful escape from the city's busy life!

Thanks for viewing!

Kpop latest!

2010-08-27T11:26:00.001+08:00

Many of you still might have not read this on www.allkpop.com

For those who are fans of rain and U-Kiss listen up who are living in the Philippines, listen up!

Both will be performing in the Philippines on September 11th at SM Mall of Asia at 8pm!!

Many korean artst have make their way into the Philippines to have a number of performances and the trend still continues with a special event called Intensity presented by both Smart and TV5.

PS: SPECIAL GUEST CHRISTIAN BAUTISTA WILL BE INCLUDED IN THIS EVENT!!

For those who live in that are, do not miss out their performances!! It is going to be awesome! For more information, please check in the promotional poster above! or go to www.allkpop.com

this information was taken from www.allkpop.com

The cry from above

2010-08-27T02:54:00.000+08:00

Now it is like 2.18am and I am still awake.

I really do not know why I could not sleep. Instead of wasting precious time, I decided to blog. Good alternative eh? *laughs* It is dark right now and I never like the dark. It gives me chills and eerie feeling even though I know there is nothing out there to get me (too much of horror movies). I don't really have a topic to right but I really do want to talk about the weather. lol how lame! But have you ever had the thought about the weather? As for me, I prefer the raining season. Malaysia does not give me much choice as there is only two type of weather either sunny or rain. I do not really like the sun. It gives me headache and stress. I have no idea why though. Anyway, back to the rain. I love raining season. I like to play in the rain and I like the feeling when the raindrops touches my skin. I like the gloomy sky instead of bright one and I like the sound of the rain. It is like music to my ears. I know it sounds pathetic but it is true. When ever it rains, I like looking out at the gloomy sky because it gives me an emotional feeling. A sense of calmness which I cannot explain. When it rains I would listen to instrumental or slow songs. It is like all my sorrows and pain I go through disappears in the rain. It gives me a sign that when the rain stops, there will be new hope an a sense of excitement just fills my body. The raining season always make me think back of the memories when I was a innocent little girl without any worries. All I have to do back then was play and play till I got tired of it. I wish I never grew up and playing in the rain always gives me that same feeling I always long for.

I wish time would just stop because everything is happening too fast. I couldn't even imagine that I am already in degree year two. Another year to go till I graduate! Oh gosh. Too fast!! If the time can listen, please slow down. I like where I am now and I really am not ready to step into the future of working life.

Lastly, I love to cry in the rain because no one would realise it.

Hmm.. I feel really good after pouring out how I feel. That is why I love blogging!! Ok it is almost 3am now.
I should sleep. I hate the panda eyes I get every time I sleep late! lol.

nites nites everyone! Have a good day ahead!

Genie (SNSD) PV out!

2010-08-26T22:12:00.003+08:00

For most of you who still do not know the news, SNSD's Genie promotional Video is released yesterday 25/08/10.

Most would have heard the original version (korean) of Genie. For me it is a nice song because I love SNSD but how would their Japanese version sound like? I preferred the original version though but I am sure there are people who would prefer the Japanese version. So it is practically your own point of view and your own liking. Even so, I am happy for them for being able to successfully release their Japanese version and I hope that they will successful in the Japanese market as in the Korean market! hehe. hwaiting! hwaiting!

For those who haven't listen to their Japanese version do not worry. I have included it in my post! Enjoy!!

Strawberry Indulgence

2010-08-26T21:52:00.000+08:00

back view of the shop ( front view quite similar )

strawberry moment desert cafe menu!!

different types of cakes *delicious*

other strawberry products for sale

inside view

strawberry steamboat (according to the menu) RM 17.90

Strawberry dip in hot dark chocolate

After

Today was an ordinary day. Nothing special about today but I just want to blog about a new desert cafe in Ipoh.

Many of you might already know about its existence but today was the first day I had the time to try it out.

It is a shop in De Gardens which is nearby Jusco Ipoh which many Iporians will be familiar with it.

The cafe name is Strawberry Moment which is a desert cafe. As I am quite in love with desert especially strawberry desert, it draw my attention into trying it. I was quite worried about the price but it turn out to be not as expensive as I thought. A piece of cake cost around RM6.90 and some are RM7.90.

The environment in the cafe is quite calm and soothing perfect for tea time and for those who like to enjoy some quite time. *laughs*

As I do not like noisy places so this cafe is perfect for me.

I went there with Poey San as she has a car and I don't. After much thinking and discussing about what we should order, we decided on the "strawberry steamboat". The name is quite funny as it is usually called fondue or something like that. Anyway, it is a serving for two. Perfect as there is only both of us.

When it arrived, it was so super tempting as I love chocolate, Strawberry and Marshmallow a lot!! My addiction!! *laughs*

As you can see in the picture above it has strawberries, marshmallow, love letters as well as cherry tomato (ugh!) I hate cherry tomato but the rest was simple indulging! Further more all the strawberries are from Cameron Highland and their main cafe is also in Cameron Highland.

As the portion was quite big for both of us, so we did not order anything else as we did not want to waste food. (thinking of the less fortunate) hehe.

I was very very happy that there is a cafe like this in Ipoh and I would recommend all of you to try it. It is simply mouth watering!!

For those who do not know where is this cafe, it is located just next to Ayam Penyek which is the same row as Wong Kok Char Chan Teng. Most of you should know where is it right? hehe.

I would also include their website in case some of you want to get more information.

Website:

www.strawberrymoment.com

ps: all prices are inclusive of 5% goverment tax (just for information) hehe.

My luxury brand

2010-08-25T22:58:00.000+08:00

I guess I'll end my day by listing some of my favourite brands.

I admit I love branded items a lot and I love shopping!!

If there is a job for shopping, I am pretty sure I will fulfill their criteria. *laughs*

Anyway, even though I am addicted to branded items, I do not consider myself someone in the upper class of society and actually I am pretty down to earth.

ok! back to main topic of the post.

I shall not list it out as it will be too dull! hehe.. I'll just paste the brand's logo or trademark here. lol lazy me!!

These are the few that I extremely love!!

2010-08-25T18:49:00.000+08:00

THIS IS MY STORY

THIS IS MY WORLD

THIS IS MY THOUGHTS

THIS IS MY FEELINGS

AND MOST IMPORTANTLY

THIS IS MY LIFE!

I WILL USE FULLY OF EVERYTHING I HAVE NOW

BECAUSE YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE AND THERE IS ONLY ONE CHANCE TO EXPERIENCE IT

SO GO CRAZY AND DARE TO DREAM OF THE IMPOSSIBLE

(ps: to a certain extend which does not include illegal activities)

SO THAT I WON'T GROW OLD AND REGRET THE THINGS THAT I HAVE NEGLECTED!

allkpop is giving out free tickets to SM Town Live '10!!!

2010-08-25T09:47:00.005+08:00

Good news for all SM artist fans!! Super Junior, SNSD etc..

Second chance to win tickets to SM Town Live '10!!

allkpop.com are currently giving out free tickets!!! It is only open to allkpop.com readers!! so hurry up!!!

According to what I have read, they have:

- 1 pair of VIP concert tickets

- 3 pairs of regular concert tickets

- 1 pair of VIP after party tickets

- 2 pairs of regular after party tickets

As for the after party, the SM artist who will be attending is a secret!!

To those who want to win these tickets, you are required to leave a comment below and make sure to follow both YesStyle and allkpop on both Twitter and Facebook!!

This is the website for those who need it:

http://twitter.com/YesStyle

http://www.facebook.com/YesStyle

http://twitter.com/allkpop

http://www.facebook.com/allkpop

They will be announcing the 7 lucky winners tomorrow and winners need to respond within 24 hours!

Please specify that you are 21 and above for those who won the the after party tickets as you have to be 21 and above to be eligible!! so don't waste time!! hurry!!

ps: for more information please visit www.allkpop.com

It is out!!

2010-08-25T09:28:00.003+08:00

OMG!!! Taeyang's international album is officially out today!! 25 August 2010 is D-Day!!

All Taeyang fans remember to support!!! Taeyang JJang!!! You can buy his album now from YG entertainment official website. *excited and happy*

Oh ya!! GOOD MORNING everyone!!

Have a nice day ahead!!

SNSD!!

2010-08-24T22:01:00.003+08:00

According to the post in allkpop.com

( It is where I get my all my latest info on korean entertainment)

It stated that SNSD or better known as Girls Generation or So Nyu Shi Dae is voted as number ONE celebrity to be with on a deserted island!! why would you need a survey for that!! HELLO!! They are like currently the hottest female group in korea and many parts of asia!! who in the world would mind being on a deserted island with nine pretty and hot girls?? lol. Eventhough I am a girl, I don't deny the fact that I admire them and that they are hot!! nothing wrong to admire right? hehe

anyway!! I know there are a lot of anti fans out there but I think majority would not mind to be with them on a deserted island. I know i won't!! SNSD jjang!!

Kpop AGAIN!!

2010-08-24T21:46:00.002+08:00

If you thought korean version of Taeyang's "wedding dress" was nice then you will absolutely love the English version!! hooray!! I have been waiting a long time for him to release an English version of "wedding dress"!!! saranghae YG and Young Bae (Taeyang)!!

Not only that, a new english song "connection" will also be released and both songs will be featured in this new album (International Edition)!! Love it to the max!! For those who do not know, the international edition of SOLAR will be released on 25 August 2010!! Hurry all you YB or Taeyang fans!! Grab a copy!!! hehe... I know i sure will!! ok enough of writting. Ill include the teaser for both songs here!! Hope you all enjoy!! And to those who haven't listen to it!! start NOW!! LOL!!

*loves*

Shero and Hero

2010-08-24T18:24:00.002+08:00

Hero (in cage)

Hero on the bed

Shero's cute pose

Shero wearing doggie diaper *laughs*

This post I have decided to write about my two beloved doggies. Hero and Shero are their names. Hero is about 3 months now and Shero is about 6 months. They are the most lovable and adorable creature on earth even though they can get on my nerves sometimes.

Now Shero belongs to Poey San as I cannot handle two dogs alone and Hero belongs to me as it is a gift for my birthday from my beloved friends. *muaxxies*

Hero is a mix breed of shih tzu and pekingnese and Shero is a pure breed of shih tzu. Both of them loves to lick people a lot and loves to play with their toys. Even so, they do not like sharing their toys with each other. lol. Some of my friends are scared of them. I wonder why? They are so cute!! hehe. I shall mention names.hehe. They won't mind i guess. Right Catherine and Fei Yee?? hehehe

Both of them have brought lot of joy in my life. Everyday i come back from a tiring lecture or a stressful discussion, when I open the door and the innocent look they give me while waving their tails made me forget about my stress and make my calm most of the time. lol

I happy to see them grow each day. hehe. I mean fatter and fatter!!

They are very special to me!! Love you Shero and Hero!!! *muaxxies*

AVATAR SPECIAL EDITION (3D)

2010-08-24T17:27:00.003+08:00

It's back!! better and with unseen footage!! *excited*

Now in 3D!! so going to watch it!!

I need no explain much about it as everyone already knows it especially those who had watch the original version!! yipee!!

I've included the trailer for this special edition!! hope you enjoy!!

* MOVIE TIME* LOVE LOVE LOVE!!!

Taeyang's new album

2010-08-24T16:30:00.005+08:00

NORMAL EDITION

DELUXE ALBUM!!

I know it is a bit late to talk about Taeyang's new album.

But anyway, taeyang has a new album!! hooray!! jjang!!

his new album is named SOLAR. It was released on July 1st 2010.

this album has been divided into three version which is the normal edition, deluxe edition and international edition. *cool*!!

These editions are somewhat similar and these are the track list for those who might not know.

Normal Edition

SOLAR (Intro)
Superstar
I Need A Girl [Feat. G-Dragon]
Just A Feeling
You're My
Move [Feat. Teddy]
Break Down
니가 잠든 후에 (After You Fall Asleep) [Feat. Swings]
Where U At [Feat. Teddy]
웨딩드레스 (Wedding Dress)
Take It Slow

Deluxe Edition

SOLAR (Intro)
Superstar
I Need A Girl [Feat. G-Dragon]
Just A Feeling
You're My
Move [Feat. Teddy]
Break Down
니가 잠든 후에 (After You Fall Asleep) [Feat. Swings]
Where U At [Feat. Teddy]
웨딩드레스 (Wedding Dress)
기도 (Prayer) [Feat. Teddy]
나만 바라봐 (Only Look At Me)
Take It Slow

International Version

SOLAR (Intro)
Superstar
기도 (Feat. Teddy)
I'll Be There (English Version)
웨딩드레스 (Wedding Dress) (English Version)
Connection (Feat. BIG TONE)
Move (Feat. Teddy)
Where U At [Feat. Teddy]
I Need A Girl [Feat. G-Dragon]
나만 바라봐 (Only Look At Me)
Take It Slow
I'll Be There (Korean Version)

The hit song in this new album is " I NEED A GIRL" featuring Dara from 2NE1 which is also from YG entertainment and also G-Dragon who is taeyang's long time friend and leader of Big Bang. For those who do not know, taeyang and G-dragon are from a group created by YG entertainment called Big Bang!! Jjang!!

His new album is superb!! can't stop listening to it over and over again!! He will be having a solo concert soon but I could not attend because it clashes with my timetable!!! *cry*

But anyhow, I love taeyang lots and I hope all taeyang fans will be happy to know about his new album!!!

This is the MV for I NEED A GIRL BY TAEYANG (SOLAR)

TAEYANG!! SARANGHAE!! AJA AJA HWAITING!! JJANG!!

Hope you all enjoy!!

Finally!

2010-08-24T16:07:00.004+08:00

ASSIGNMENTS & PRESENTATIONS

ARE FINALLY OVER!!

NO MORE STRESS!!

2010-08-23T23:53:00.006+08:00

I LOVE BURBERRY

I LOVE COACH

I LOVE BB PHONE

I LOVE HERMES

I LOVE TAEYANG

I LOVE HERO AND SHERO

I LOVE BIG BANG *JJANG*

AND MOST OF ALL

I LOVE ME, MYSELF AND I!

I HATE LIARS

I HATE CHEAP STUFF

I HATE "NO BRAND" STUFF

I HATE LALA

I HATE WORMS

I HATE FAKE BRANDED STUFF

AND MOST OF ALL

I HATE PEOPLE TELLING ME WHAT TO DO!!

new Kpop group

2010-08-23T23:15:00.002+08:00

currently addicted to Miss A's song which is "bad girl good girl" and "love again"

a little introductory about this group.

this is a korean girl group created by JYP entertainment through their sub-label AQ Entertainment. The group consist of four members. Two are chinese who are Fei and Jia while another two are koreans who are Min and maknae Suzy.

FYI maknae means youngest in korean for those who do not know.

They are superb especially Suzy as I am a fan of her. Once listening to their songs I cannot stop listening to it. It has been like a daily routine for me now.

For those who have not listen to their hit song "bad girl good girl" no worries.

here is the video. Enjoy!

jjang!! Miss A hwaiting!! saranghae!! *loves*

Back!

2010-08-23T21:26:00.005+08:00

I'm back!

after so long it is time to start blogging again.

now i am currently in year 2 sem 1 yippie!

it is already week 13 now and it is almost the end of this semester.

it has been a fun and tiring semester as there has been quite a few ups and downs which happened.

now what i am worried most is EXAM!! urgh! have to face this every semester!!

what a bore!!

anyway, I have a new list of wants for this year

* burberry bags

* coach shoes or charles & keith

* hermes purse

* blackberry phone

* a better cgpa

* part time job *hopefully*

* a not so tiring semester

* taeyang's concert

* taeyang's limited edition album!! *a must*

* more money! lol

* more shopping time

* want to meet more luxury brand fans!! hehe

for now this is what i can think of but i guess i have more to add as time goes by.

never have i thought that i am already 20!! oh gosh!!

i've always though that when your age start with a 2 you are old!!

but hey! i just found out that i am loving it!

loving my new found freedom or at least that is what i called it.

20 means more fun, more shopping more everything!!

yipee!! love to be 20!!

God!! Please.....

2010-05-25T16:42:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow is D-Day!!!

I am so worried... my result i mean....

This might be due to the fact that I did not score well for my Year 1 Sem 2 examination...

now this sem... yr 1 sem 3...I am anxious.. scared...

I have no idea what to expect for..

Well.. I have given all out while answering the questions..

so what ever happens depends on God..

I will have faith in HIM... cause I believe that HE would not let me bare something that I cannot handle... I know HE make something happen for a reason...
so I'll put my faith in HIM to help me pass my exam!!!

Amen!!

ordinary day

2010-05-13T01:54:00.002+08:00

It's been a while since I have the time to write blog...

not that I am busy.. I guess i was just too lazy to make an update....

now.. officially is semester break for me.. not a very long one though... just a week plus...

but i guess i need it... too get the stress and problems away from my mind...

need to relax a bit...hehehe...

well, not planning on any hols though... just wanna be at home and online...

hmph.. I really wish I can turn back time when you are here with me...

If everything was like how it use to be.... how much nicer would that be??

I really miss how we were last time... I really wish that you can always be near me...

I would really like to know that if I need you, you will be around...

but now... you are so far away... listening to Jay Chou's An Jing, Ding Dang's Wo Ai Ta and Liu Li Yang's Li Wu made me cry....

I do not know why tears are falling down... but I really wish for this moment you would be here for me... I really miss you!! Please come back!!

I thought time would heal but it doesn't... I want you back... I am sorry for letting you go...

I should have hold on when you said you were sorry and asked me to stay....

I was frustrated and angry at that moment.. but now... i feel so stupid for letting you go...

I just want to forget the past and start all over again...

will that be possible??

-I love you-

Big Bang & SNSD!! 4ever!!

2010-03-02T21:52:00.002+08:00

Big Bang and SNSD are my current favourite band right now!!!

have been loving korean songs... culture and everything about it for a while now...

those bands are superb with superb songs!! yipee!!!

well that is about it....

i'll just end it with both bands fan slogans......

Big Bang's fan slogan :

* Kwon Ji Yong (G-Dragon)..

Dong Young Bae (Tae Yang)..

Choi Seung Hyun (T.O.P)..

Kang Dae Sung (D-Lite/Daesung)

Lee Seung Hyun (Seungri)

V.I.P..

urin (we're) BIG BANG!!!

SNSD's fan slogan :

*Jigeumeun So Nyu Shi Dae..

Apurodo So Nyu Shi Dae..

Yeongwonhi So Nyu Shi Dae..

So Nyu Shi Dae.. SARANGHAE!!!

(Right now it's So Nyu Shi Dae, Tomorrow it's So Nyu Shi Dae, Forever it's So Nyu Shi Dae......

So Nyu Shi Dae... SARANGHAE!!)

my stuffs...

2010-02-03T19:21:00.007+08:00

new guess purse

new MNG bag

DKNY perfume plus free gifts

DKNY be delicious

Carlo Rino heels

my desktop picture - BIG BANG is VIP-

These are some of the latest things that i have got....

though it is not much but i love all these things.....

especially my DKNY perfume....

hope to buy more stuffs!!! hehe....

after CNY though... adios...

bye

yahoo!! finally!!

2010-01-04T00:11:00.002+08:00

This is the only accessory i bought from my two day trip in penang....
i have been wanting to buy it...
but everytime i go to any MNG store... it is not available...
haiz... luckily..... it was there when i went to penang....
i was so excited!! yipee...!!!
so i bought it...
the original price was rm119 but since it is on discount...
i bought it for only rm70!! so bloody awesome!!
hehe...

a trip to penang!!

2010-01-03T23:55:00.007+08:00

spaghetti with tomato sauce

spaghetti with creamy mushroom sauce

mushroom soup

lemonade and bottle of mineral water

It's the time of the day for blogging again!!
on Saturday, thinagari and i went to penang...
we stayed there for a night and we came back today...
well, it was an awesome trip...
didn't really take much picture.... only on the last day of our trip i remembered to take some pics..
it was at the restaurant we last had our lunch before hoping on the rapid penang to go back home...
we spend two days shopping in queensbay mall... couldn't finish it in a day...
so needed two days to walk the shopping mall...
we watched movies and practically went in to every store in the mall...
hehehe.... thina was like crazy over all the accessories there....
she ended up buying so many accessories....
well, as for me... i only bought one thing for the whole trip....
i was expecting new stocks... from like forever 21, topshop and also MNG...
but oh well, all old stocks for the last day of year end sale....
btw, the restaurant where we had our last lunch and took last minute pictures was at THE BREEKS CAFE....
the food there was superb... hehehe
that's all i guess...
bye!

2010-01-01T16:07:00.002+08:00

today, it is as usual.... boring day...
nothing much to do...
lately i am quite addicted to the song you and I...
it was originally sang by bom from 2NE1..
but i prefer the duet she did with taeyang from big bang....
it is a beautiful song.... and i love it very much....
adios...
xoxo

2010-01-01T16:06:00.001+08:00

this is the english translation....

English Translation

No matter what happens
Even when the sky is falling down
I’ll promise you
That I’ll never let you go

Oh~~~Oh~~Oh~~~oh~~Oh~~~oh~~Yeah~~~

You, When I fell
you held me back up with an unfaltering gaze

And You, through those sad times
held my hands till the end of the world

I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you
But today, I am singing this song just for you
Tonight, within those two eyes and a smile
I can see the pains from protecting me
You and I together. It’s just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don’t ever let go of my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

Our love has changed a bit by bit just like others
But don’t be sad
Hopefully I will be someone who you can trust like an old friend
and someone you can lean onto
I promise you that I’m be right here baby

I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you
But today, I am singing this song just for you
Tonight, within those two eyes
and smile I can see the pains from protecting me
You and I together. It’s just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don’t ever let go of my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

I close my eyes lightly whenever I feel lonely again
I no longer fear when your breath holds me
No one in the world can replace you
You are the only one in I’ll be there for you baby

You and I together, It’s just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don’t ever let go my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

Just you and I
Forever and ever..

bom and taeyang- you and I

2010-01-01T16:01:00.003+08:00

Romanization Lyrics

No matter what happens
Even when the sky is falling down
I’ll promise you
That I’ll never let you go

You naega sseureojilddae
Jeoldae heundeullimeopsi
Ganghan nunbicheuro
Myeotbeonigo nal ileukyeojweo

And you, na himae gyeoulddae
Seulpeumeul byeolang kkeutkkaji ddo akkimeopsi
Chajawa du son japeun geudaeyegae

*Nan haejoongae eopneundae
Chorahan najiman
Oneul geudae wihae i norae booleoyo
Tonight geudaeye du noonae
Geu miso dwiae nalwihae gamchweowatdeon
Apeumiboyeoyo

You and I together
It just feels so right
Ibyuliran maleulhaedo
Geu nuga mweorahaedo nan geudael jikilgae

You and I together
Nae du soneul nochijima
Annyoungiran maleun haedo
Naegae i saesangeun ojik neo hanagiae*

You maneun sarangcheoreom
Oori sarang yeokshi jogeumssik byunhagaetjyo
Hajiman jaebal seulpeo malayo
Oraen chinhan chingu cheoreom
Namaneul mideulsuitgae gidaelsuitgae
I promise you that I’ll be right here, baby

*Repeat

Waeroun bami chajaolddaen
Na salmyeosi nooneul gamayo
Geudaeye soomgyeoli nal aneulddae
Mueotdo duryeopji anjyo
E saesang geu eoddeon nugudo
Geudaereul daeshin halsueopjyo
You are the only one
And I’ll be there for you, baby

You and I together
It just feels so right
Ibyeoliran maleulhaedo
Geu nuga mweorahaedo nan geudael jikilgae

You and I together
Nae du soneul nochijima
Annyoungiran maleunhaedo
Naegae i saesangeun ojik neo hanagiae

Just you and I
Forever and ever

Christmas time!!

2009-12-25T00:55:00.002+08:00

date: 25/12/09
time: 12:53am
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!
today or i shall say yesterday night which was the eve of Christmas!!
this year is very special because i get to celebrate this special day with my relatives in Ipoh...
as they are all Christians as well... we had BBQ....
it was awesome... we had Christmas songs blasting through the speakers which made the atmosphere even more fun...
with all my cousins and relatives back.... we had a crazy night....
dancing and chit chatting...
my aunts were all superb.... dancing like crazy to the music....lol...
even though we were tired and hot... but we had the most awesome family gathering ever!!!
i love it when all of us just come together and have fun!!!
i wish i can have more opportunities like this in the future....
being with my relatives and family is just awesome...
well i guess i do love big families.... more people the merrier...
well... thats all for now... pretty tired already...
gonna hit the sheets now...
i am anticipating for tomoro!! or shall i say today!! lol!!
goodnight everyone!!
once again!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
xoxo

2009-12-25T00:54:00.001+08:00

yipee!! exams are over!! time to enjoy!!
happy holidays everyone!!
SHOPPING TIME!!!
:D

2009-12-08T22:01:00.002+08:00

it is time for blog again...

this week has been quite fun for me...

last friday was my grandma's birthday.... so we went to east ocean restaurant in mengelembu to have dinner... there were many friends and relative of my grandma.... some relatives i dun even know they existed... lol... anyway... dinner was great.. despite some arguments...

then the next day... my cousin sister... karen choy yan yan... lol.. she is gonna kill me for this...

she and my brother in law took my aunt... my younger cousin sisters... my cousin brothers to lost world of tambun.... it was so fantastic... lol.. we reached there at around 11 something to 12pm... then we straight change and went to enjoy ourselves.... we had fun there... lol.. but something funny happened... my younger cousin sis, susan broke one of her front teeth... lol..

she was depressed for a while.. but after much pampering.. she was ok...

hehehe... we went back around 5 something to 6pm... because we forgot to bring sunblock.. we were all sunburn.. lol.. but no matter what, it was so great... wanna go back again.. hehe

despite all the fun... exam is around the corner... one more week to go...

counselling skills and theories of counselling and psychotherapy....

counselling skills is still ok but... the other one... OMG... wanna die...

other than that... everything is ok... hehehe..

i guess thats all for now...

will update my blog later...

adios...

xoxo

my pets

2009-12-04T02:14:00.003+08:00

this is poodie.. my first pet... it is a guinea pig.... unfortunately, poodie's time with me was very short... it passed away one day after i bought it... i was very sad... cause eventhough the time i spend with it is not long... it meant a lot to me... i cried for not being able to take care of it any longer... rest in peace poodie... i'll always love you... muakss...

this is another guinea pig... it's name is petpet...the name was given by poey san's sister..lol... this little thing is very naughty... like to nibble everything it can feel.... i love it a lot too... eventhough it cannot take the place of poodie... but i love it as much as poodie... now this little thing has grown much longer and bigger... lol... i have another one too.. which is named po po.... lol.. hard to pronounce because this name is also given by poey san's youngest sister....lol... i dun have the of po po with me now... will upload it soon.... you three have made my life merrier... lol.. love you three a lot.... petpet and po po... faster have babbies... lol... muakss...

mixed emotions

2009-12-04T02:00:00.002+08:00

It is another time for blogging after so many weeks... it wasn't because I was busy or anything...
It is just that i wasn't in the mood of blogging.... there have been a few problems with the blog skins... can anyone help? anyway.. i am back... sorry chen chen... after so long u asked me to change my skin and only now i had the mood to change it... hehe...
another semester has gone by... in january i'll be in semester 3...
time passes pretty fast and soon i'll be in year two... my sis in graduating this month and i would wanna congratulate her from deep down of my heart..... I am very proud of you sis....
soon... she will be working and i will spent even less time with her.... i do admit that i miss her eventhough we use to quarrel a lot.... she has always been a good older sister to me... thanks jie....
anyway... back to me... things have been quite unstabble for me... there are a lot of ups and downs....
sometimes i wonder... did i take the wrong step?? if not, then why is all these happening? I've never felt so miserable like what I feel now....
herm....
another thing is that, i wanna say this to someone important to me...
though you will be leaving soon... it hurts me a lot to have to see you go... because i know it will be even rare for us to talk.... i will really miss you a lot.... i really don't want you to leave.. but i have no choice.... i just want you to know that, i'll always care for you....
wanna wish you good luck and be happy always...
i am always here if you ever need me...
well, that is all for this time...
time to hit the sheets.... nites people!!

a phase in life....

2009-10-21T19:40:00.002+08:00

It has been ages since I updated my blog...
cause have been busy with lots of things in my life.... uni mostly...
I don't actually know where to start... lately there is many things bothering me...
as a psychology student i should be able to handle stress and my emotions better but sometimes there is too much burden on me...
sometimes i feel like letting everything go and go to a private place away from all my misery and start a brand new misery-less life...
I want to finish my degree faster so that i can go somewhere else to pursue my master and leave all the sad things behind...
i know it is not humanly possible because no matter how far i go from my problems, they still seem to follow me..
It is not that I have never tried not to bother about it but every time something seems to bring my problems from my unconscious mind to conscious mind no matter how hard I try to put it back into my unconscious mind... haiz....
I am in desperate need of a vacation to just relax my mind...
any ideas? redang? pangkor? somewhere I can just look at the deep sea and yell as loudly as i can... I just need to breathe fresh air once more...
I guess that is for now... spilling out everything on my blog does feel much better but i still need a big blue sea to yell at!! lol..

charm for my charm bracelet!!

2009-09-08T21:24:00.002+08:00

herm..that day went shopping in jusco with poey san and san's sis...lol...
after walking for about three hours.... went into MNG and Espirit... nothing to buy cause their style... haiz... very outdated!! need to go KL....!!
anyway...then i was searching for charm bracelet... couldnt find it... but bout a cakra charm for my charm bracelet... from a crystal shop..
now.. i am looking thru Tiffany&Co and Baby Phat..... FYI... Baby Phat is created by Kimora...lol...
anyway... they dont have those brands in Ipoh...so i decided to either buy it thru online...KL or Penang!! lol..
well....actually i should be studying now.. cause my finals are near... SHIT....

i have intro to counseling next monday and OMG i am just half way thru...
GOD!! please help me!! i need to concentrate!!
i need at least gpa of 3.0.....lol...
hehehe...
anyway... i really need to go shopping during semester break!! i really need it!!
very important for me to release stress.....
but i can only go to Penang cause i'll be back in my hometown...KEDAH!!
I wanna move please!!!
i have lots of things to buy!! i have a list so long that i don't think i can get it all in Penang!!
at least Singapore please!!
anyway..gotta get back to study already..
adios...

xoxo

my dearest friend....

2009-08-21T18:29:00.003+08:00

today is a sad day for me... first is ptptn cause i line up from 8am till 4pm just to pass up the ptptn form.. WTH.. but luckily everything went well....
what i am sad of is because of my friend...
today she cried infront of me.... and i know she is still hurting...
this is what i wanna say to you my dear friend....
life is a climb... there is always obstacles for you to push pass...
i know you are suffering cause you act happy when you are actually hurting...
i know cause i am your best friend..... and i know no one knows you better than i do....
i know i am a lousy friend who cant do anythin to help you other than to give you my shoulder and hug to cry on.....
i never thought something like this would happen to you.... i was terrified..... when i knew it... i was sure today will be a moody day...
you dont wan me to be worry thats why u lock your feelings inside.....
i know you are afraid and sad even when you dont show it....
i wanted to cry with you when things didnt work out right...
but all i can do is cry with you.....
i know i am a useless friend as i cant do anythin to reverse the situation....
but i want you to know one thing my friend...
look on the positive side....
dun cry anymore.... it hurts me more to see your best friend cries....
ill always support you no matter what.... thru bad or good times..
you know ill be there...
lastly, i wanna say that... you will get thru it safely... may all blessing be upon you....
my friend....muaks muaks.... love ya...
i have a short poem for you..

The past you cannot forget or undo,
The future is all we can look forward too.

I wish I could have been there by your side...
For all the times you've weeped and cried.

Know from my heart, what I say is true...
That I hurt for the pain you have been through.

Never alone shall you be,
Someday, freedom you will see

May your hopes and dreams come true,
No matter where you are, I'll always be here for you.

G I Joe Rise Of The Cobra

2009-08-08T19:26:00.004+08:00

Channing Tatum

G I Joe Rise Of The Cobra

G I Joe Rise Of The Cobra is so fabulous. It is so exciting and full of unpredictable story line...
have been waiting for the movie for like a few weeks and today we got to watch it!! yipee...
went with poey san and fei yee....
lol... as fei yee is very into channing tatum due to the trailer of G I Joe....
well..the truth is that... he is really so extremely handsome in this movie...
ooooo....muakss muakss...
he is so hot and fabulous especially when he is wearing the suit...ooooo...hehehe...
anyway...we were so into channing tatum... but fei yee went to the extreme of finding his photo and put his photo as wall paper on the laptop screen....hahaha...
no more wentworth miller i guess??
anyway.... i give thumbs up for this movie!!
should go and watch!! not waste of time and money!!
yipee...!!! you will always be at the edge of your sit to know what happen next!!!]
adios...
xoxo

missing those days!!

2009-08-06T21:44:00.003+08:00

well...now is blogging time...
herm.. i hardly can update my blog due to assignments and presentation....
and it has been driving me crazy ever since...
one assignment after another...
it is hard to do everything in one time...
UTAR is crazy!!
anyway... tomoro is my very first presentation in degree year 1 sem 1.....
herm... well.. i wish tomoro never come....i really do not like presentations... i am willing to do a 100 assignments but not presentations...
but oh well... i am not the one who have the power to change anything.. so doing all this just to get my bachelor degree in psychology cert!!
i have to have strong will...
another thing is that on week 13!! OMG!!
4 presentations in one week.... that is ultimately crazy!!
how could this be.....
crap!! it is so close to final examination and there is presentation!! WTH!!
i am so stressed!! i wish i have magic like harry potter and i just give my wand a swing and everything is done....settled!!
herm... how i wish!!
i like degree life though... but i miss my high school days...
it wasn't as tough as now...
i had time to gossip and have time for shopping!!
oh.. how i miss my shopaholic days...
havent been shopping for like ages...
gucci....guess....marc jacobs....espirit.....MNG....giordano....ect ect...
ooooo.... how i love them....
now... i am pretty obses with marc jacobs....
i love his style...so elegant yet edgy....
herm...i am so desperate for my chanel bag!!
pls pls come to me!!
i am very into mediterranean style...
herm.... well.. i am always more to high end fashion...
no pasar malam or unbranded clothes for me...
so i think i need a good pay to support my lifestyle...
ok ok.. enough of talkin.. have to get back to work for my presentation tomoro...
adios...
xoxo

assignments drives me nuts!!

2009-08-01T00:31:00.003+08:00

It's blogging time!! lol
herm...hectic week this week.. all assignment's due dates are near... one word SHIT!!
cracking brains and forcing ourselves to stay up late to finish those assignments...
but it seems like when we finish one assignment another one comes.....

WTH!! like today.... we are already very stress with statistic and research method assignment...
and all of a sudden.. during oral communication class.... miss sherry said that next week we will have group presentation...!!! OMG!! we didnt prepare anything at all... crap....
now... i feel like letting go of all the stress and go clubbin...
it has been ages since i step my foot into a club....
barroom...voodoo...sharks.... i need you...
lol...
well.. i am not a party girl.... or well.... to me i am not...lol
but i do confess that i am a serious shopaholic!! well i am proud and not proud at the statement
shopaholic... it is as if i have some disorder problem....lol..
ok ok.back to the topic of stress...
this sem is just my first sem in degree and i am already worn out by assignments and mid term...
i have like 3 years more....and each year i have like 3 sems or 2... so it all sums up as OMG WTH!!
actually... i am so sleepy right now.... so tired already...want to sleep badly.. but the trouble is ASSIGNMENTS!!!

my eyes lids are dropping and i couldnt control it anymore....
but i have no choice!! anyone?? HELP!!

sob sob..... wake me up pls!! splash of water or a tight slap?? lol.. i prefer the first one though...
ok ok..enough of crapping... i wanna sleep already....bye bye
adios...
xoxo

SH*T!!! lol

2009-07-26T21:06:00.003+08:00

WTH!! herm.. sorry for the rudeness...but..
how can this happen?? well i know we are supposed to have oral communication quiz on week 8
but... miss sherry never told us what topic to study....
worst of all... everyone thought that she was going to continue with the impromtu speech presentation and would postpone the test... but but but.... NO!!
OMG!! got into the class and saw everyone spacing themselves out.... me, poey san and fei yee was like..... SHIT!!
lol.... anyway.. the test wasnt that hard though... but still... it came as a shocker!! well to us three at least..... unprepared for the quiz... that was my first time....
and i promise to myself... it is the last!!
the quiz was mostly about barriers.... luckily.. i have read it... but i couldnt remember most of it...
that was the shitty part!! lol...
the quiz was like 1 hour and i finished it in 1/2 hour...lol
i have nothing to do so i decided to take a pic of this quiz... something like as a 'pengajaran' kinda thing... lol...
luckily..the lecturer didnt notice... if not.. i could be in trouble for that..lol..
well.. as i had already done my impromptu speech on week 7... so i was just relaxing and watching others do theirs...
week 8's topic was very much harder than the ones during week 7...
thank god...!!
poey san and fei yee are so nervous..lol...can see it thru their red red cheeks...

they even had to stay back till 8.30pm to finish their impromptu... obviously i had to wait with them as i am following poey san's car.....
that was all cool... lol... coz i get to see how THC presented... he was super hillarious...
well.. wat fei yee said was very true.. without THC and LCH.... psychology tutorial PY5 will not we as fun as now... lol.... thank you guys for all those humour and crazy stuff... lol...
ok ok... gtg now... have to finish statistic assignment due next week...
SHIT again!! lol...
muakssies....
xoxo

random day....

2009-07-19T14:12:00.002+08:00

Sunday, 19 July 09
well today is like any ordinary day....
something different is that all of a sudden i am addicted to JJ Lin Jun Jie's songs
i dunno why..but was looking thru youtube and found one of his videos and started watchin it....
and then i went and search for all his videos...
i pretty much addicted to his songs now even more than Jay Chou's songs...
herm.. lol...
but i dun like him in person just his songs...
lol...have no idea why...
anyway...the next thing i wanna talk about is er.....
lol... i dunno...
herm.. oh ok.... last thursday, i watched harry potter...
it was super duper incredible....
i never regretted watching it....love harry potter so much.....
well...i would love to watch it again... now i cant wait for the 7th movie..... do i have to wait for another 2 or 3 years?? herm... what will be life after harry potter eh?
really dun know... maybe some other genre of movies will interest me... but for now...
it is harry potter all the way....hehehe...
thats all i guess....
adios...
xoxo

mid term canceled!!! yipee

2009-07-14T21:38:00.002+08:00

herm...suddenly i have the mood to write blog... lol
actually i am very happy...
tomoro i am supposed to sit for my counseling mid term test....
but then.... it is CANCELED!! wow.... cool... it is postpone to 22/7/09.... yipee.. so happy!!
well...cause i wasnt fully prepared for me....
lol.... anyway i was happy that it was postponed...
other than that... many things happened today....
from going to tg rambutan for the first time and poey san going to get treatment in the eye specialist...
luckily she is ok right now.... at least....' i guess'....
anyway..get well soon!!
as for miss fei yee... i know u are missing us...since we are not with you today...hahaha
blek blek... how sad.... i know you cannot live without us..muahahaha...
so next time dont 'ha' me ar... remember....muahaha....
k...thats all i guess for today... bye bye....
xoxo

harry potter and the half blood prince

2009-07-13T22:46:00.002+08:00

harry potter and the half blood prince...... i have long waited for this movie and now
i can finally watch it!! superb!! bought it one week before the movie is on and it is premier....yipee.... i love harry potter.... especially this 6th book.....
so..this thursday...16/07/09 me, poey san, fei yee and orange will be going to watch this
movie which i have anticipated it for a very long time...waited for two long years and here is it....
few days away....seriously cant wait.....love it!!!!!
just hope that the movie wont disappoint me..... actually i know it wont disappoint me...
ok ok...thats all for now...
wait till i actually watch the movie first....
muaxxies.....
xoxo

GUESS...my love

2009-07-06T21:00:00.006+08:00

today is very fun for me...

well...today had my intro to psychology mid term test... well...

that is not the fun part....anyway.... it didnt go as well as i expected...

ok ok....no more mentioning about that...

then after that poey san and i went to jusco in ipoh....

well...i have always wanted to buy a new purse from GUESS...

and today is the day... i bought it at last...

my first guess purse... i have always adore GUESS...

actually i fancy all branded stuff from shoes....clothes...make up or anything and everything.... i admit that i am the kind of person who is willing to splurge on branded stuff.....

it is not for show off...like most might think...

but it is just for the sense of secureness i need....

hehehe....

ok ok... i have some kind of mental disorder.. i know..

hey i am a psychology student...

but WHT.... at the end i still own my very own GUESS!!!

well...this is the first and there is more to come...

hehe..... shopping is my passion....

it is in me since i was a baby... i guess...lol....

well...so conclusion is that i have my very own GUESS.....

muahaha....

love it...

xoxo

????? clueless....

2009-07-04T13:02:00.002+08:00

ok ok... i know now is the time i should be studyin instead of writing a blog....
i have like exams next week.....sob sob...
intro to psychology....scientific methods.....statistic....counselling.... haiz...
all these are driving nuts... but i like this course.. so ill have to push it through....
just three years i am telling myself... but three years aint short....
but with friends...family and his support i can do it..lol...
anyway... herm.... i dunno why.. i like to think a lot... dunno why.....
but it has been like this for quite a while....
these few days i keep listening to songs and rarely watch hk drama anymore....
herm...maybe there is nothing that really attracts me...
lol...herm.. i should be studyin now.....adios....
god please bless me in my intro to psychology lol.....amen...lol

random...

2009-06-25T22:32:00.002+08:00

lol...now actually i am in midst of doing research for my intro to psychology assignment....
well... it is about erik erikson.... herm... when searchin... something about what he said kept me wondering......about what?? i myself have no idea.....

Hope is both the earliest and the most indispensable virtue inherent in the state of being alive. If life is to be sustained hope must remain, even where confidence is wounded, trust impaired. --Erik Erikson

dunno why when i read this.... this phrase suddenly struck me.... why?? only god knows...lol
back to assignment now....
bye bye

i hate wednesday!!

2009-06-25T00:31:00.002+08:00

wednesday wednesday wednesday.....
i use to like wednesday cause one day more and it will be weekend... no skul..yeah...
well that was in secondary and in kedah...
but now... when tuesday night comes... i become so reluctant....even more when it is early in the morning of the use to be good wednesday......
had classes from morning till night....
tiring..very tiring and had only like one hour break......WTH!!
there are like 3 hours for each lecture...and worst of all i have two..which sums up a total of 6 hours of mind busting lectures on counseling and research methods.....not only that...an additional 1.5 hours of tutorial.....COUNSELING!!
crap...haiz..... my friends all said well get use to it... it is uni life......
sob sob... but it is really tiring.... extremely exhausted...
no mood for the usual pasar malam... not even wanting to eat or bath...lol...*but i still do*
all i want is just to sleep till Thursday comes....
but anyway...ill just have to endure it... just for one sem...lol..self-deceiving.....
now the fourth week in psychology.. learn pretty much...about the human brain... behavior... and etc etc.. another thing is...in foundation text book is not necessary but in degree....
OMG... everything is in the text book... WTHx3......now... pratically stuffing everythin into my brain....keep telling myself is only for three years... but i guess... if i continue to stuff....my head is going to explode...lol... all i need is vacation...and talkin about that....WTH again...
end of this year i am suppose to follow my mom to new zealand for my sis convo... but....
i have exams on that week.....WTHx10.....well i am not suppose to use vulgar language..lol...
but i was planning to go... but.. i am so disappointed...sob sob.....
nevermind..ill make sure my mom lets me go to either korea or bora bora island.... for sure!!!
mommy...please!!! lol...
ok... well i am practically over the NZ thing....
thank god my dar is always there to comfort me....thanks..muakkkssss....
love to the maxxxxxx.....eventhough you get on my nerves sometimes...hehe...
miss you so much.....when will you be back??? please come back.....
sob sob... i really miss you a lot....
anyway.... i have finish pouring all my feelings out on this post....
so i guess i will have to continue with my intro to psychology and also my stats tutorial...
hope the tutor wont call me tomoro...lol...adios...
xoxo...

future issues.......stress now?!

2009-06-22T19:58:00.002+08:00

herm... now is just year one sem one of my degree in psychology and i am already thinking bout which type of psychology should i take after 3 years..... 3 years is neither short nor long... i am not sure why am i stressin bout it now...maybe this will make me get good results for my degree...
what am i stressin about??
i am planning to go into forensic psychology for my master but the thing is... only two university in america has this course..... that is not only the problem... the fees... OMG... for an international student... it is so burdenful... haiz... what am i gonna do??? i dowan to venture into something i dont like... and since young i like criminal law as well as abnormal psychology....
i am very sure i wan to venture into forensic psychology.....
but but but..... haiz....
is it too early for me to stress out now???
my parents arent millionairs.... they cant afford me to study in america...
tot of half study half work... but will tat be enuf to pay for uni fees...accomodation and expenses?? i really dunno what to do unless i get first class honour for my degree and i dun have to pay back ptptn loan.... haiz.... HELP!!!!!!
lol....for now... i shall just concentrate on my degree......herm....

degree...yeah..

2009-06-11T20:34:00.003+08:00

hey hey...
herm... it's been so long since i updated my blog...
ok ok
now is already second week in my degree...
btw..taking degree in psychology...lol
herm..it is pretty tough le...but for now still can survive...
in this few weeks...i met new friends...old but new classmates cause most of them are from foundation....
everything is new now...no more the usual people i see in class everyday during foundation...
new people new atmosphere.... but good one...
well... i love my class now....T5
i hope i can cope with everything new now...
anyway.... i didnt regret changing from english language to psychology....
thats all for now...bye

lost world of tambun...

2009-05-21T15:03:00.002+08:00

lol...at last... i get to go to lost world of tambun...
well it is not some luxurious theme/water park...
but have always wanted to go there.....
have been to sunway but would still like to experience lost world of tambun.....
now... erm...can say is a dream come true...lol
this 27 of may....catherine, poey san and me will be going....yipeee....
despite the flu virus going on now....
*god bless us*
we hope to have a lot of fun.....
anyway....perak is still safe for now right?? right??
lol.....
i am a little worried...so i think we should be more careful....
anyway...will update all the photos later....lol...
herm..cant wait...really cant...
yipeee!!!
yeah..yipee...yahoo...
can play water...lol
haiz... i still feel like a little kid inside...eventhough i am already sad to say 19...sob sob
feel so old....hehehe....till then....tadaa...

my new dream car bentley

2009-05-20T22:34:00.002+08:00

my new dream car... BENTLEY

lol...i have a new dream car now... no more porshe... now i am very into bentley...
daddy...can you buy me one?? pretty please!!!!!!!!!!
hehehee....
i am totally in love with bentleys now...
last time didnt really realize their stylish-ness...
now.. i totally adore them...
I LOVE BENTLEY!! yipee...

2009-05-19T19:47:00.003+08:00

morning stars to shine with teardrops in my eyes
here i am alone to realise
that my days will be brighter
if i can learn to hide the feelings that i have for you keep hurting me inside
when my day begin with simple thoughts of you
hoping that tomorrow will be me and you
sharing dreams with each other and making them come true
holding one another saying 'all i need is you'
but will you say that you love me and show me that you care
say when i need you, you always be there
what if you go and leave me
this i swear is true
my love will always be with you
now my nights will end with just one wish that's you
to hold me in the dark and we'll make it through
cause the pain that's inside me will simply melt away
if i had you here with me and promise me you'll stay

this few days i've been listening to this song..
whenever i am sad or fustrated i'll listen to this song and i'll feel better...
dunno why this few days my mood is always uncertain....
i think i know why but still i am not that sure...
but anyway...this is one of my fav song...
hehe...

honesty means everything to me..

2009-05-15T22:18:00.002+08:00

herm...
today is just like any other day.. boring
but there is something bothering me right now...
i am the kind of person who needs honesty..
especially from the one i love..
i dun like people lying to me...eventhough truth might sometimes hurt
but i still prefer the truth...
well thats what i told my dear from the start...
i need your honesty....
but... i know... humans make mistake...
one mistake i forgave and forget...
but what if it keeps repeating???
what i am to do??
continue to forgive and forget??
that is not possible...
but that is what you did....
you keep hurting me deeply again and again.....
but i keep forgiving you cause you always said you are sorry and never to do it again....
and also you always said that you are doing this for my own good....
but hey... i am not dumb you know...
i know what is going on...
i know whether you lied or tell me the truth...
i know you too well thats why i know whether you are lying or not....
all i need is just honesty from you..
but why cant you give it to me???
is that so hard??
now i pretty numb to it already.. but everytime you lied it still hurts...and it hurts a lot...
everytime i just hope you will change
but never.....
dear, i am begging you.... can you please... please..change??
stop lying to me?? please??
i really hope you understand....
because i love you a lot..and i know you do too...
for our relationship sake...please!!!

a night out.....fun

2009-05-12T20:53:00.003+08:00

9th of may 2009
lol...in the morning nothing extraordinary happen...
just like every morning...woke up and stare at the computer...lol
then when it is at night.... poey san said she wanted to go clubbing...
wow...cool...thats what i wanted very long...
but we had no one to go with us...
we called everyone and they are not free or went vacation...
then we got pui man and david to join us...
so we drove down from kampar to ipoh.... but we have nothing to wear...
then we went to jusco and poey san bought heels from vincci..
well if you dont wear heels to clubbing it's like something not right...lol
then she also bought clothes from giordano...cause we had nothin to wear....
then we pick up david and pui man.....
oh ya... we sent pui man's mom to houz...her mom is so pretty..lol
looks very young too..
then we headed of to sincero..herm.. order a bucket of beer...
but the songs were so boring.. and no one was dancing!! no clubbing feel!!
then we faster drank all the beer mostly by mr david...lol
then we went to barroom... packed with people but the atmosphere was awesome...
wanted to dance there so badly...
but not place...sob sob... so we had to go....then we went voodoo...
pack with people as well...and very 'jap'....extremely 'jap'...but it was fun...
oh ya... skipped something... david and pui man was very drunk...lol...
(we still remeber what happen to david) lol
then we went up to the cafe is guess in voodoo...and then there was nothing but alcohol and those fuzzy drinks...
we sat there and talk almost around 3am i guess...then we sent david and pui man home...
then poey san and i had to go mcdonalds and sit there till 6am then head home to kampar...
until aunty opens the door...lol....
tiring night... but super extremely fun....hehe...
lets go barroom again.. but this time make sure we book place first....

hurt and confused!!

2009-05-08T22:36:00.003+08:00

well, how should i start??
i really don't know how to start this.. but anyway,
here it is.

I don't know what went wrong along the way but clearly is to know that things and feelings certainly had change...
today only to realize that the one i love and i thought i know and understand everything about
seems so weird like it is the first time meeting.
like i know nothing about that person at all...
is it my fault that i pay too little attention??
or i just can't understand you??
today when you said those words to me.... it hurt like hell...
i felt like my whole world has just crumble down on me....
i felt so miserable... i didn't know what to do....
i kept telling myself it will all be ok later or maybe tomorrow....
and i was pretty sure of it....
then you said you were sorry.. and i accepted your apologies even though you said those things to me....
then i thought i was right... everything was back to normal...
but when i was alone in the room.... and you were not here... my tears flow uncontrollably..
i didn't know why... but then those words reappeared vividly in my mind...
those exact hurtful words... but when i heard your footsteps coming up...... i told myself i cannot cry anymore in front of you....
eventhough i was pretty normal in front of you and i did sincerely forgive you....
but those words were so harsh that my heart bleeds non stop....i couldn't control it...
today was supposed to be my happiest day but turns out to be my worst nightmare.....
i have always tried not to let this kind of things come between us but it seems like i had no choice...
i couldn't stop it from happening.....
i know i couldn't lose you because you change me a lot...
and without you i am not me anymore.....
you mean to much to me....
but it is hurting a lot right now.... and even as i right this my keyboard is full with tear drops rolling down from my eyes.....
i never know that i barely know you and i have always thought i knew you best....
but today u certainly proved me wrong.....
then just now.... what i was hopping not to repeat itself happen again....
i really don't know what to do.....
i really don't...
you keep asking me to do things i couldn't or don't want to do....
but someone have to give and someone will take...
but did it ever seem to you that i am the one who is always giving and you taking..??
maybe i am a little selfish but did i deserve those words???
can't for once i get to take and you give??
i know it is hard for you?
but what about me?? hard for me too you know...
i didnt wanna quarell about this thats why i wrote it in my blog... i am certain you will see this...
i still love you very very extremely much and i know you do too....
but i am just so confused.... i really am....just as you are dear....
it is hard on me too....
why do all this have to happen...??
i wish i could turn back time and do everything differently....
how i wish!!
i know i have hurt you in some ways too....
i am sorry.... but just once...
can i have it my way??
just once??
at least???
no?
yes?
i really dont know.....

sem break 3...

2009-05-08T01:49:00.002+08:00

woopie!!
semester break now!!
lol...
kinda late to say this but only today i had the time to go online....
finish my foundation course....
and starting next month *hopefully* degree!!
herm...what should i say about my sem break...
firstly is super duper hot!!
and i am so bloody bored right now...
i need some entertainment!!!
shopping for instance...
there is like three more weeks.....
gonna die soon....
someone please help me!!
sangeetha!!
faster come back....lol...
herm... i would really consider moving to another state or country which is cooler...
dad mom.... lets pack our bags and start moving....haiz...
i dun really like alor star... actually i didnt get to have a choice in choosing where i live....
i was born in ipoh where i have all my relatives....and cousins...
and all of a sudden my parents move to a pathetic city alor star...
haiz....
well i couldnt say i didnt enjoy anything bout alor star...lol
meet my fabulous friends....there are the best...
and also..there is a lot of memories in alor star....hehe
but i still want to move!!!!!
it is bored not having your relatives around!!
haiz...
currently i have a new mission..lol
i want to go to korea!!
since my parent wont sponsor me...
i will have to save my money!!
and i am going!! lol...
but it would be nice if someone sponsor me....right right?? lol...
i am seriously in need of facial and spa....
oh ya... hair cut too.....it just a mess now...
i guess thats all i gotta say for now... tata

a night to remember...

2009-04-18T11:13:00.002+08:00

thursday, 16 april 2009...
at 9pm..
lol...
went to a drinking party with poey san organized by ash....lol...
too bad catherine couldnt join us...haiz...
it would be a lot more fun...
well...there we met amanda, chessy and wee wei...lol....
herm...then we got to out table and started drinking...lol...
am not much of a drinker...but since there is two bucket which is 10 bottles of calsberg for poey san and me to finish...so have to...lol...
calsberg isnt that bad after all..
then there were people dancing and the music was fabulous...
gets everyone in the dancing mood...
poey san and i didnt want to dance at first...lol... *shy*
then erm... amanda's friend...*forgot his name* asked us to dance
so out of sporting-ness...lol...we dance...lol.....
we dance and drink all night... until around 12am..then only to realize i already drank a whole bucket of beer...lol....
i am not very good at drinking beer... felt kinda dizzy so poey san and i headed home....lol...
luckily poey san is still able to drive...
when we reach home.....herm.. i quickly lay on the bed.. cause i am pretty dizzy...lol...
then poey san spent i think an hour in the toilet...cause she is not feeling well and felt like throwing up...lol...pity her....
she practically fell asleep in the toilet....lol...
then slept till 3am then we both wake up cause it is so hot... so i decided to bath... then poey san was sitting on the bed like a lifeless person...lol...
then we continue to sleep till next morning....
we got up having headache...
but it was all good and we had fun...lol...
great time...!!
cheers!!

2009-04-10T23:07:00.002+08:00

~new bag from seed~

~seed~

lol....bought a new bag from seed.... it is not very expensive... just rm130...lol...
actually not expensive la...to me..lol...
thats all i can say.....bye bye

past...present...future....

2009-04-10T22:44:00.003+08:00

well, it is almost the end of foundation sem 3....
when it really ends...many friends of mine will be going to pj campus...
surely i will miss them a lot...
once in degree..*hopefully*
everything will change... classmates...friends....group of friends you usually hang around with...
i am not sure whether i can adapt to a new group of people since i already feel comfortable with the classmates i have now.....
i really want to know what is my future.... where will all these lead me??
will i be successful in life??
will i still be with the person i an with now??
i really hope that time can slow down...cause it is just passing so fast...
and when i look back.....only to know how fast time flies....
now very rarely contacting my high school friends accept for close friends like chow, sangeetha and jui shan...
will this happen between me and my uni friends next time??
will i one day pass by them not knowing they were once my classmates??
who knows??
people change from time to time....
hermm...
most importantly is with the person i am with now.....
what will my dear's future be??
will we then part cause we are living separate lives far from each other???
my dear might be going overseas after a few years....
will we still be able to keep this relationship??
i am very concern...cause i do not like long distance relationship...
done that and regretted it.....
even now... not being able to see my dear for a few weeks is killing me...
what more few years.....???
maybe i am just thinking too much for now...
but sometimes when i am alone... i do wonder..what will happen between both of us...
maybe only time can tell...
herm...
aside from that....
erm....like super junior a lot these days.... cause of their song 'sorry sorry'
lol...love that song a lot especially their MV...lol...
herm...listening to a lot of korean songs nowadays...
influenced by my roommate GOH POEY SAN.....lol
*hope she won't kill me when she reads this*
herm..i guess thats all for now....chaoz...

confused....

2009-04-10T22:42:00.000+08:00

It’s been so long since I updated my blog…lol..

There are lots of things happening now…

Herm…where should I start??

I don’t know why but something urge me to write this post.

Sometimes I wonder whether my decision are right or wrong…

I am in my third sem of my foundation now and soon I’ll be in degree.

*HOPEFULLY*…lol

Actually the course that I am supposed to take in degree isn’t my first choice…

I wanted to take broadcasting but my parents didn’t want me to study in KL…

So they suggested English language course for me…and I thought since I have pretty good basic foundation in it…. I might as well give it a try…..

Then when I am in UTAR… I realize that I actually don’t really want to take course…

I got influence by my seniors who is taking that course who said that it is the easiest course among the rest…

But now I realize that, this isn’t going to make me not change my mind about changing course….

I do like English a lot…but not to the extend I want to take it as my degree course…

Then I thought about other courses…such as PR…but I have no interest in it….so no point…

Then I thought of journalism….herm… but writing is kind of boring…

Then I thought of psychology… it is an interesting course…

Sangeetha and jui shan also support me taking that course….

So as my dear…lol..

So I consider it my option…..

Took sociology last sem and find that it is not so bad….

Then now I am taking social psychology in my third sem…

And I find it kind of interesting eventhough there is a lot to study…

My parents at first didn’t want me to take psychology because they are scared that there aren’t much job opportunity….

So I did question myself whether I will regret it later in degree or worst still when I have to come out and work…

Then I did some research about it and ask friends who are taking this course for more information…

And I find that there are job opportunities for psychology grads…

It is just whether you are willing to do the job or not…

So I decided that I am going to change course….

I told my dad about it and he said it is up to me

And whatever I choose he will support me…

So, I am still thinking right now whether should I change….

Can anyone please tell me what to do???

I really pray that God..you will lead me to the right course.

Haiz…what should I do??

Very ‘fan’!!!

Lol… that’s all for now…will update my blog again…soon..lol…

clueless....

2009-04-01T00:18:00.003+08:00

olla...today back to writing blog...lol...
actually i should be doing my maths revision... but i just dun feel like doing it..

haiz...but the worse thing is tomorrow i have to sit for my maths mid term...lol
i wonder whether i will be able to answer all the questions...
hope that someone will be kind enough to give me the answers...lol...*dreaming*
herm... i miss my dear...lol... wonder what are you thinking right now???

herm.... back to my mid term thingy...
i seriously should study after writing this blog...
but now... i am watching ' dai dong gua'...lol....
i need to seriously force myself to study.....lol.....
you know..the drama is pretty funny....hahaha....

herm.. now is already 12 something...
april fool...lol...
last time at this time.... me and my friends will be pranking people...
haiz..this year so bored...lol....
no one to fool...
maybe i will just fool myself...
haha..
i wanna go shopping!! desperate!!!
go Mng...espirit...giordano...guess and carlo rino...lol....
i want!!
anyone willing to sponsor me???
hehehehe....
ok la...enough of crapping...shall just end it here....
haiz....study study study.....